So, in line with me trying new things - Like going out an actually being sociable - I decided to try something new today.

Only this could potentially cause skin cancer.

( Old people and technology are annoying, NOT cute!! )

It's so strange. I remember a time when I would vow I'd never ever wear a skirt or a dress. This was much to my Mother's frustration at times, who had been banking on me wearing my sister's old clothes to save her a bit of cash, and also face at formal events where little girls are expected to wear cute little outfits.

( Blahblahblah )

Ever get the impression some people are only alive because murder is illegal?

If murder was legal, I am doubtful that I'd hesitate to kill one man in particular.

( I'm not even drunk when I say these things. I am being deadly serious. )

I am being ridiculous.

I'm worrying about the future. Like, not to the point where it makes me need to take more anxiety tablets than the Doctor prescribed is absolutely necessary, but it kept me awake two nights running.

And I love my sleep.

( I'm far too young to be having an existential crisis )

Hnnn. I wonder if I'll ever be able to trust anyone properly, ever.

I warn you - I have taken a few more of my anti-anxiety pills today, and the result is that I feel not only very sleepy but rather woozy and generally out of it. I apologise for any spelling errors, and just... Incoherence in general. I'll try and keep it to a minimum. But this is ( Read more... )

Funnily enough, the fear I had when I was a kid has carried over to my adult life. And it's a strange one, beause it's a fear of something that doesn't even exist.

I'm afraid of Zombies. Even to this day.

( I know, I know, just hear me out, though... )